it's disember!! againn~

pertama sekali, my baby is getting older by kilometre.
it's his 30000km, so happy, he is going to get all the treatment he can for this month

i'm planning to get him some touch-up
such as, get him some decorations?
ahakkzz..
bedazzled, bedazzled
 he will be shining IN n OUT, kehkehkeh

<<<<<< the first thing he got was this
dh lama baby x shower, so, bila bw dia pegi car wash, rasa cm sgt happy, sampai nk lompat2 bila dieorg shampoo badan dia, OMG, so dramatic!!

bukannye, aku xpenah basuh sendiri, at least, 2 minggu sekali basuh sendiri,
tp rasa bila g car wash ngan basuh sendiri tu lain dia lain macam..ahakkz,call me crazyyy~
I AM CRAZY in LOVE wif my BABY
and then, he will be getting servis dari hujung lampu depan hingga lampu belakang, hahahaha
dh hbs ayat dramatik that i can think of

ban belakang umah

2,3 minggu ni, i'm getting like, arghhh~ i want to go somewhere,
i'm dead in here~~~~~
pantai ke, laut ke, kolam ke, taman tema ke, even bukit larut tu pon jadila
tp xde geng (sighhhhh~)
so, bila my mom say no for the last time, i was like, heck, i'm getting out of here, wif or without anyone..
so last place that came in my mind,
here, belakang umah je..
ban or tali air belakang umah, view dia blh tahan laa
walaupun dkt, setahun sekali je naik n jalan2 kat sini
dlu, masa kecik2, kiteorng slalu lepak sini,
ushar mamat2 hencem memancing, wakakaka!!

tp skrg, bila sorg2, rasa segan nk naik..
it's really do the trick,
it's really peaceful up there, more than i can imagine
so, starting today, it will be my place to 'lepaking'

2 pelangi, nmpk x? cantik kan??

snap gmbr cm ala2 tourist gitewww~

***on the other side of it
sepatutnya skrg, i'm getting depressed, sad n angry
tp betul, mcm teori makanan
first bite is heavenly delicious, the 3rd n 4th n the next bite, it's getting so-so

so, apply it in my situation,
bila dh 2,3 kali patah hati, lama2 rasa cm srnk plakk
apatah lg kalo dr org yg sama.. :)))))

i'm smiling now, coz i've decided to take it slow,
in easy words, i've had enough, i'm quitting, i give up, i don't want it anymore

aku baru dpt tahu, org yg xkahwin = bujang = xde partner,
pon boleh adopt a kid
yeah, it's true..
ada sorg cikgu laki kt sklh adik aku, he is single, but ada anak angkat

the idea is not too bad, right?
mcm mak sedara aku kata, jodoh pertemuan di tangan Allah,
doa, doa, doa
kalau dh tertulis di sana, aku redha ( <<< ayat org pasrah)  
 

 mati klo mak aku tahu aku fikir cmni,
ayat org putus asa, mmng saja kasi berdarah
hihihi~

gurlz, gurlz, gurlz,
apa khbr korg sume?
hope, life korg lg better dr hidup aku
tp, ada org kata, hidup aku pon dh cukup bersyukur,
walaupun aku dgr sokseksoksek org mengata blkg aku
tp aku bersyukur berada di sisi mak abah, peneman di kala sunyi,
teman bergaduh, teman mengurut, teman jalan2, teman perabis duit,
teman semasa ada, dulu2 aku jauh, nanti2 mungkin juga akan jauh,
maka, hargai lahh selagi ada