Sunday, August 18, 2013

feeling it again

my depression is back
just after raya, i'm depressed again
during raya, i'm annoyed by all the questions
but after raya, i'm depressed
tonight, feeling like hell in my own house
i want to go out, out to the sea, to the park, anywhere but here
my own family make me feel like i'm not good enough for them
it's hell

self confident-zero

now, everyone is better than me
i have nothing

i'm all alone
it's lonely~

kAmEnAsHi kAzUya

hE's cUtE
hE's beaUtifuL
hE lOves bAsebAll
hE's aN iDoL, a SingEr, an AcToR
hE's tHe lEttEr K in KaT-TuN
hE's kYohEi in YaMaTo NadesHikO sHicHi hEngE
hE's kAnZaKi sHizUku in KamI nO sHizUku
hE's kOsaKU in oNe pOund gOsPeL
hE's hIrotO kAnzAki in tAtTa hItoTsu nO kOi
hE's YuYa iShidA in sApuRI
hE's kIriTanI sHuji in nObuta Wo pRoduCE
hE's oDagiRi rYu in gOkusen 2