How I met Your Mother

aku penah kata

"hahh? how i met your mother? apa kejed aku nk tgk org depress cite pasal jumpe mak mentua"

hihihikkk

tula org kata, xtgk, cmne nk suka n jatuh cinta, n true
i'm falling hard for this series

start from first episode until now, season 9, it never make me boring
gelak, gelak, gelak..

tp series ni agak 'berat' kalo nk bg org memuda tgk, ahakkzz..

i mean, i will never introduce this series to one of my brothers, it will be disaster to their moral

klo kengkawan, ok kott, sbb masing2 dh besar, dh pandai fikir baik n buruk

sama macam series 'the nanny', series yg aku xkan lupa sampai bila2..
tetiap hari tgk kt channel hallmark dlu, klo hari ahad dia ada sampai 5 episod, fuhhh~

memang xkering gusi, tp sama cm HIMYM,
abg aku akan kata "haa, tgk la citer yahudi, depa tu nk bg rosak angpa ja"

"tgk, laa ni ang kata org yahudi baik n kelakar sbb tgk cite depa"

padahal, dia pon tgk~

but, betul apa abg aku kata, kita org Islam selalu ditanam kan sifat xsuka yahudi dan perangai dieorg, tp bila kita tgk cite yg depa buat, persepsi kita akan berubah,
cam the nanny, dia selitkan 'mizvah' n so on..
selitkan simpati pada dieorg pasal perang ngan hitler dlu, buat kita simpati pada dieorg..

n HIMYM plak, dia selitkan, it's bad to think bad about gay n lesbi
it's common in their culture, the choice is theirs
kita kena terima dieorg
kahwin laki-laki xsalah, dieorg jatuh cinta n khwn, siap ada anak lg.
hahakkk~

yeah, it twisted my mind for a bit, but, what do u think if a 13 years old boy watching the series?
oohhh, i can't imagine~

i hope my bro will not know this series, skang sume dh pandai cari kt tenet, huhuhu

their life style, it's scary sometime, play around, sleep around,
urghh, alhamdulillah saya dilahirkan Islam di negara Islam

tapi HIMYM sgt seronok sebenarnye, jgn la ikut yg xbaik, ikut je yg baik

bg aku, ted's journey, make me think about me
his journey to find 'the one'
yg sangat pnjg sampai 9 seasons, tu pon xjumpe2 lg

buat aku fikir, "ehh, kita sama la ted"
your friends is getting married, mine too..
hahaha~

kesimpulannye, jgn ikut dieorg, tgk je sudah, gelak2, nangis2, stop, tutup laptop, lupakan
jgn jd kan pedoman.. hahahaha

FYI, the main actor is jewish > Ted Mosby,
Barney > a gay << dh khwn, n mungkin sbb tu byk diselitkan pasal gay, uffffhhh~

yeahh, i'm a geek

 


# the kids sometimes make me feel like urgghhhh~
# the teachers sometimes make me feel hurrmmmm~ *sighhhhh*
# the friends? i don't know, i'm empty without them..

anak-anak for another 3 weeks~ be nice to ur "kakak" please..

again n again

again and again and again, aku tulis sume nye dark2 belaka
FACT, my happy moments is not worth to share here,
my most dark thoughts n feeling certainly wasn't needed here
 but here is the only place i can poured my heart out

so please, gurlz..
back out if you're not ready to be depressed
hahaha

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that's the line
if u're still reading, i'm hoping that u're prepared to be in dark

actually, I'm crying, again, for the same reason

why can't men be considered to our feeling?
to be spesific, MY feeling

huhh, when i'm decided, that's it!! i'm not going to fall for the same trick again,
there, come the new trouble


i can't say NO

baru perasan skrg yg aku kebanyakannye xpenah tolak apa2 yg dtg pada aku
sejak dr kecik lg aku dh biasa dgn, go with the flow~
ikut je kemana jalan yg diberikan pada aku
walaupun x nampak apa2 di hujung jalan, mungkin hikmah nye tersembunyi di sepanjang perjalanan

itu yg aku selalu pegang
mungkin lama2 aku xsedar, aku dh jadi lalang, ditiup ke kiri, ditiup ke kanan
mungkin aku perlu lebih kuat utk mengatakan TIDAK!

Bila satu jalan ditutup untuk kita, dibukakan satu jalan yang lebih baik untuk kita

; )

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ok, that's it
that's all the dark thought in my mind

gurlz, the weekend after raya, i've got invited to attend Bulan Sabit Merah punye seminar
n guess what, my mom said maybe it's good for me to learn to do CPR
kahkahkah..

so, next time we're going swimming, don't worry about it
juz prepare to mouth-to-mouth wif me jerrr

all my life, aku selalu cakap CPR = Ciuman Penuh Rakus
yarhh, excited to do it!!

HAHAHAHA~

no-lahh.. not sure about it yet, sorang2, konpem la aku xkan pegi kann
tapi, ngah usaha nk try ajak akak2 lain join, kalo ada sorg je kawan mmng aku g kott
ada sijil tuhh.. dah tua2 cmni baru rasa syiok nak ada sijil

sklh yg aku ganti skrg, sume cikgu pangkat suami-isteri org, hanya aku je single
bila sampai masa balik, 5 minit je dh clear sklh..
boO00riIiiinkkkk~~

mana2 nk g pon xleh, sbb xde geng, xsyok juga jadi sorg je single dlm kalangan org2 dh khwn..
 

 tapi satu je syiok, sbb aku leh dtg lmbt cm dieorg, yelarr,
dieorg dtg lewat org cm xkisah sgt sbb yelar,
 sibuk nk antr ank ngasuh la, urus anak g tadika la n so on~
so, aku pon menyibuk di kalangan dieorg utk dtg lmbt..
wakakaka..
1st time rasa g sklh kul 7.10, sampai sklh cukup2 je b4 loceng bunyik 7.30
ishh3x, pe nk jadi

start bulan november, kena cari keje lain balikk~

rupanye aku leh je handle budak kecik, budak kecik je xleh handle aku bila dtg perangai gila2 aku
aku ingt lg, spupu aku penah cakap, "kak ikah x suka budak2 kan???"
reason dia ckp cmtu sbb aku paling xsuka layan dia masa dlu2

rasa tergugat kottt~, bila dia dtg umah, suka nk manja2 ngan mak i
i kan bongsu pmpn, mana leh manja2 lebih2 dr i

hahaha..
evil gile aku dlu~

tau aku jawab pe masa dia tanya camtu
aku jawab, "HA'AH, mmng xsuka, nape?"

n bbrp thn sblm ni, mgkn tetibe teringt kot sbb tgk aku layan ank2 sedara aku,
dia tanya lagi.. "kak ikah dh suka budak2 ke skrg?"

evil gile aku rasa time tu, xtau nk taruk muka tang mana

angguk jela mampu..
maaf ye dik~

kak ikah dulu, xmatang lg, tp skrg pon sama je xmatang
bila ada budak pmpn lain nk manja2 ngan mak i, aku mula rasa jeles balikk
bahaya tull klo dh khwn nanti, jgn la tetiba jeles xtentu pasal, mau kena pelangkung..

dia skrg pon dh form 3, ngah PMR ponn..
n dia pon sbnrnye nampak lg matang dr aku, beza umo punya banyak.. hahaha
harap2 dia xbaca la aku tulis ni, sbb dia pon aktif juga ber-blog, hehehe

dari sikit je nak cite, melalut ntah kemana-mana dah

moral of this week,
hargailah cikgu angpa masa darjah satu dulu
ingat senang ka nak ajaq budak bagi kenai huruf, faham huruf, faham ejaan, faham perkataan,
faham cara membatangkan perkataan?
fuhhh, sy insaf bebehh

rasa nk menangeh tahan geram bila budak xblh-blh nk membaca sedangkan kita dah ajaq banyak kali

cikgu kita dulu sangat penyabar orangnye kann~
cikgu aku masa darjah satu dulu, one n only is my mother

she's the one cakap 'padan muka' kat aku masa ngadu kt dia pasal bebudak tuhh xpandai baca
mesti macam2 doa cikgu kita hembus kat kita supaya terang ati n cepat dapat tangkap

bersyukur saya pandai membaca hingga boleh menulis entry yg panjang berjela macam ni
terima kasih cikgu2 ku

hanya Allah boleh membalas jasa kalian.


end.

I have to survive this year

juz another 2 months to go
chayok2 wan, u can do it

next year, i'm 25 years old n still in searching phase
most of my friend already achieved something but i still searching

i don't know what i want to find, but i'm pretty sure i'll know it when i found it
either my career or my love life,

Oh Allah, please make it easy for me
Give me Your guidance towards success

for my parents n me

I really want to make it reall