my depression is back
just after raya, i'm depressed again
during raya, i'm annoyed by all the questions
but after raya, i'm depressed
tonight, feeling like hell in my own house
i want to go out, out to the sea, to the park, anywhere but here
my own family make me feel like i'm not good enough for them
it's hell
self confident-zero
happy-zero
tears-100
angry-50
annoyed-50
now, everyone is better than me
i have nothing
i'm all alone
it's lonely~
