JYJ sHoWcAse

J- junsu

 

Y- yoo chun

 

J- jaejoong

 

 EmpTY- JYJ 

  Girl I swear
I’m never going through this again
I know that you thought you’d win
And before I give you another try
I’d die
Love won’t make you cry or ask why
Oh why
So I’ll deny my heart cause
I won’t live a lie
Why try 
Your heart is empty
And you’re so cold
You don’t care about you and I
Your heart is empty
You won’t let go
But I’m walkin out this life
Why can’t you let it go
Let it go let it go let it go
Girl because your heart is empty
Why can’t you let it go
Let it go let it go let it go
Girl because your heart is empty
There you go
Tryna tell me how to be a man
When that’s something you just
don’t understand
It’s time to bring your
truth to light
No lie Love won’t make you
cry or ask why
Oh why
So I’ll deny my heart cause
I won’t live a lie
Why try
Your heart is empty
And you’re so cold
You don’t care about you and I
Your heart is empty

 You won’t let go
But I’m walkin out this life
Why can’t you let it go
Let it go let it go let it go
Girl because your heart is empty
Why can’t you let it go
Let it go let it go let it go
Girl because your heart is empty
Your heart is gone
My heart is strong
Leave me alone
leave me alone
Your heart is gone
My heart is strong

 Leave me alone
leave me alone
Your heart is empty
Your heart is empty
Your heart is empty
Girl because your heart is empty
Your heart is empty
And you’re so cold
You don’t care about you and I
Your heart is empty
You won’t let go
But I’m walkin out this life
Why can’t you let it go

 Let it go let it go let it go
Girl because your heart is empty
Why can’t you let it go
Let it go let it go let it go
Girl because your heart is empty

tHnx aLia~

enj0y giler~

1st tyme g showcase

1st tyme g time squares.. SEYES!!

heee-

which group are u belong

juz a FEW days b4, I LEARN how to divide my frens list in ym 

so, b'mula la gaya ym yg baru.. sblm ni KUNO je aku..

then, hari2 b'lalu, aku akan add frens yg on9 then buh under

group KAZOKU/FAMILY, SKBS, SERATAS, KMPP n also UKM~

kwn2 yg x di identified aku buh under friends je

but today, SHE on9 n dh grak cursor utk select but then aku 

t'FIKIR, which group should i put HER

just stay in friends or kazoku??..

i know SHE won't find n read my blog, so it's ok..

b'coz SHE- my bestfren's friend. her schoolmates..

my brothers' senpai / senior

but importantly, SHE is my sister's sister-in-law

my NIECE's aunt

my brother-in-law's sister

so,that's means SHE is my frend rite??

even kiteorg x pnah ada conversation??

tp fren kt fb n jga ym..

my friend la kan??

"i don't know where i should put u, but i put u under kazoku b'coz u're like my fmly already"

thought that i should say that to HER but it's embrassing

what if SHE doesn't reply-t0o much shock

what if SHE didn't feel like that?

what if SHE only know me but don't want to know more

what if SHE think it's annoying

after some time think bout it

NO I WON'T say THAT

YES, i'm that type of person

.

perangai aku yg bru aku discover..

masa ngah bz ngan asaimen n keje yg belambak-lambak la, idea kreatif aku m'curah-curah..

byangkan..

esk dh nk kna discussion,so of course la prepare sket2 kan..

then tetiba lak dtg idea aku nk m'kalerkn si turtle aku yg aku lukis hr tu..

mY kAme~

but i admit, mmng law0.. 

haha..

x dela, senget benget.. tau~

choose kaler pon aku x reti, jadi cm buruk..

masalah tul..

aritu masa wt wallpaper tuk kamenashi, lpa nk save..

n klmarin masa wt wallpaper ank sedara aku pon, once again, x save..

my brain susah nk keje over tyme la skang..

jap je dia ingt, then lpa..

pesal ea?? musykil aku..

dh tua ke?? muda je lg.. ank x de lg.. cucu pe tah lg..

so konpem muda.. hihi..

k, stop random talk..

just now, aku baru balik dr um..

tgk kwn2 present kiteorg nye prjk..

bila tgk je org lain punye yg siap grak2 n canggih bagai..

compare ngan kiteorg nye..

hurmm... rasa cm rendah diri gile..

paling canggih aku leh wt pon camtasia n photoshop even x cantek..

tp dieorg.. wa ckp lu..

pakar hbs..

mmng kalo x malu mmng aku minx nk copy, wt smpanan tnjk kt ank cucu.. kiki..

mmng siyes canteq..

n masa kt sana, ada sumone have the same name with my crush dlu..

mmmm... trus kuar aura gedixz.. haha..

sampai ada sum1 kata 'jaga aklak ea..'

hihi.. cm biasa, x terasa~ bukan sbut nama aku pon..

n,n, n, n last but not least..

my future nephew is on da way to see the world..

haha..

today admit sepital.. blum lahir lg saat ni..

dia nk tgu sok kot.. 10-10-10

trkh  keramat to both my friends..

Nani n Huda..

' hepy besday sayang~'

may Allah bless u alwaysz.. 

 

18sx

agak takot ngan tajuk diatas sbnrnye..

tp x de pe pon sbenarnye..

just nk meluahkan pandangan mengenai filem2 yg slalu kita tonton..

semua cite akan dilabel ngan 18sx,sg n juga u..

opkos u-umum even adik aku drjh 4 pon leh tgk kan..

tp smnjk dh cukup umo ni,b'lagak gile nk tgk cite 18 kan..

kadang2 cite omputeh slalunye akan ada adegan berat2 kan..

kadang2 sampai 5 minit adegan t'sebut..

kadang2 aku leh terima cite2 begitu, tp sjak 2 menjak, susah skit..

cite2 berat,kalo b'unsur romance n true love, aku gile ley trima..

but,kalo melibatkan one-nite-stand, prostitute (btl ke eje??) / pe**c*r, aku sgt2 x leh trima..

aku akan jadi mual, rasa sgt2 x leh trima, jd jijik sgt..

tmbh lg kalo pmpn heroin nye curang ngan si hero, rasa memng boley muntah di situ juga,..

seyes.. 

ingt je pon aku dh rasa mual..

*adegan berat-kissing2 je..

sebagai cnth cite yg penah aku tgk b'unsur curang, cite nih x tau la label pe..

u kot, tp cm berat2 je aku tgk..

'buzzer beat'

Jdrama..

mungkin bg org lain ok, tp stakat cite jpun yg aku duk minat n tetiap mlm wt revision tuh,

xpenah lg aku tgk cite yg 'selamba' cm cite nih..

mmng aku smngat gile nk hbskn cpt cite tuh.. 

x sggup nk ulang2..

just sbb nk pleasure, dia curang, apa punye pmpn la..

takot tul cite tuh..

but,just t'selit sikit2 je menda2 cmtu..

blh je tgk n dinasihatkan kalo x nk otak t'cemar sikit2,fwd la mana yg patut..hihi..

sbnrnye,baru2 ni aku ada t'baca mengenai artis jepun yg aku minat ni..

dieorg nye personal life, dierg nye relationship..

sosial dieorg cmne..

pmpn sana,pmpn sini.,.

bar,nite club, smpai aku rasa cm dh x knal sapa yg aku minat tuh..

scary, aku skang tgk vid clip dieorg pon masih t'byang apa yg aku baca tuh..

x de ke artis yg pure,hahh??

rasa takot ngan dunia nih..

cmnih ke org2 diluar sana??

knapa b'beza sgt2??

atas stage angel-like but outside..

 

geMiLaNg kE raYa??

special nye raya ni, umah kami dh ada wireles..

apa yg special??

opkos la..

buat kueh sambil b'fb, lpak2 smbil b'tenet..

bayangkan, sorg satu ada lptp~

smpi org atas chat ngan org kt bwh tanya mak wt pe..

hbat x hbat wa ckp lu..

sume pakai tenet, so, sembang pon kurang..

sampai anak sedara balik pon, adik wt x pdulik je sbb dia ngah main game kt tenet..

ish2x..

konon rindu, dpt lptp, lupa sume..

mmng bil letrik melambung-lambung la bulan nih..

haha.. nseb le bah, ank ramai~ hihi

but mlm raya mlm td, sgt sunyi..

org dtg takbir,aku g TERMENUNG lam bilik air..

haha..

seb bek dh sedia sume,tinggal nk mkn je..

yg dh khwn,abg n akak aku, sume lam bilik..

tinggal la aku ngan mak je.. sedey btul..

slalu nye mlm raya nih kompem sume pakat2 hingaq kt dpn, main bunga api la..

apa la.. tp smlm.. sedey aku ingat..

huhu..

naseb la.. tinggal aku sorg jela gurl yg single lg..

x de geng, wat keje pon, kejap je dieorg, kang nangeh le anak deme..

hihi.. tgl la aku sorg..

sedey btul..

nk kahwin juga,, hihi.. (gatai gile)

xpe2, kepada bakal suami saya, nanti kita show off juga ea kt dieorg.. haha..

sya nk awak romantik gile2 ngan sya.. tau!! haha

raya taun ni, byk ngan lptp je..

astro x de..

jom tgk cite PASTA..

haha.. mau kna bebel ngan mak aku kang..

cara gUna hJsPliT

file2 hj split, nama file nye cenggini.. avi.001....

this hjsplit that i usually use..

sila klik join utk join kan file2 td

just choose file avi.001 je.. yg lain akan join skali nanti, automatik

bia dia loading dlu

so,the joining complete

the file yg dh complete akan jd cm file ujung skali tuh.. no more 001 n ...

ini contoh video yg x lengkap, tgk dia nye garis oren tu x smpi ujung kan..

ini lak video yg lengkap

mana2 yg x lengkap tu, yg aku tau ada dua sbab je..

1. dia nye part,korg x hbs donlod

or

2.dianye file name x sama..

p/s: tu je yg aku slalu guna 

if x ley gak, tu kna tgk balik la kt mana salah..

bley je tnya, aku leh tgkkan.. 

 

tHe rEaL mE~

i just show the real me to 'certain' people, n they just didn't like it..

it's painful~~

REALLY PAINFUL~

is it really BAD to be me??

am I t00 selfish??

am I asking t00 much?

am I really doesn't consider u allz feeling? 

am I just do what I wanna do?

am I really that bad?

am I-?

NO, I'm n0t..

all this tyme, i do ur way..

ur path that u want me t00..

I'm not complaining bout that, EVER!! 

a mIrAcLe weEk??

naPe aku ckP mgu ni miracle??
check it oUt.

fIrsT- aku dpt p0ster kAt-TuN frOm aLiA

  
 p0sTer KaT-TuN fRoM aLiA

yg kalo dikira kebarangkalian alia dpt p0ster tu pon sgt la tipis..
jUmpa dlm buku kt library, korg x rasa sgt miracle ke,
kbtln lak b4 tu, aku ada sebut pasal kAt-tuN , tyme tu aku sgt2 teringin nk poster kat-tun,
then tetiba lia dtg n kasik, x t'kjut turtle aku tyme tu??



secOnd, aku mELukIs!! n aDa oRg kAta cUte..
kalo nk dikatakan aku ni x b'seni, dlu pnah je blaja seni sampai tgktn 3, 
tp apa yg aku lukis sume x jadi..
kalo kalerkan pon, jd sgt2 hodoh,
then satu mlm tu, rasa t'ingn lak nk lukis turtle,makhluk Allah pertama yg aku nk lukis..
search kt tenet 'how to draw turtle'
blaja step by step, then jadi la, ppuHH!!

tUrtLe (kAmE???)

hasil akhrnye, tgkp n tnjk kt kwn aku, dieorg kata kiut,
rasa cm nk kiss je org t'sebut..HAHA~~
rasa kalo wt jual, ada org nk bli x ea??

thIrd- b'jaya decorate jadUaL samPai nmpk jD x m'bOsAnKn
 

mY sChedUlE fOr dIs sEm

korg tau perasaan, bila tgk org lain lukis2,hias2 jd cntk, bila korg lukis, cara yg sama, jd x lawa, x de rupa..
itula aku, tyme skola dlu, aku duk sblh budak yg suke sgt hias barang2 dia..
'kalat' dia kalo korg tgk, mmng rasa cm nk kira2 je spnjg masa, kiut sgt decoration dia..
kalo wat kad, mesti lawa, tulisan lawa, sgt jeles ngan org tgn b'seni nih..
x mcm aku..
so, now, aku x dela nk rndah diri sgt kan.. huhu..
ada gak la hasil nye kan..

hIaSan dLmn mY nOteBo0k  


yg ni lak x de org puji aku lg.. hihi..

gOnNa sAve 'oKaNe' for the fuTuRe..
KaT-TUN mali la..