The best coklat cip in town.

Resepi coklat cip.

1 cwn buttercup
1 biji telur saiz B
1 cwn gula kastor + perang
1/4 sudu kecil esen vanilla
1/4 sudu kecil serbuk penaik
2 cwn tepung gandum
1/2 cwn almond cincang
1 cwn coklat cip

Bakar 160°c untuk 20 minit. Tambah masa 2/3 minit untuk lebih garing.

*the best. Tak perlu adjust pape dah.
** guna piping bag untuk dapat bentuk menarik.

FOR THE PERFECT HARI RAYA - 1

It's already 2017, and here I am, a 28 years old girl having the best time of my life wif my best people, my family..

every year, approaching Syawal, I will be shouldered the responsibility as the COOKIES MAKER.

and I didn't feel burdened cause I love baking.

every year, I will make our household favourite, Semperit, Almond London n Ice-Cream Cookies. 

but for this year, I have to disappointed the fans cause I will not make the Almond London Cookies cause I don't want to make the cookies. Simple as that.

for 2017, our cookies are Fancy Ice-Cream (cause someone meaning my niece request for it), almost Famous Amos Cookies and all time favourite, Semperit. 

every year, I will be facing difficulties to find the original recipes in my mom's big old book of recipes (turun temurun dari zaman anak dara beliau, even some of the recipes use a can of tin as measuring tools *facepalm*). some of my mom's recipes has some error (adunan jadi lembik etc) and needs some correction BUT I always forgot to jot it down and the year comes, I will make the same mistakes again. 

But, Alhamdulillah, this year, I kind of still remember all the mistakes in the original recipes (thanks to the desperation of tears last year). And today, wallahhh, I came with the idea to just sharing the recipes here, so next year, I will just have to refer it here. :)

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               RESEPI FANCY ICE-CREAM

  220 gram (1 cup)             - Buttercup

  40   gram                          - Crisco /shortening

 120 gram (1 cup)              - Gula Icing

 1/2 sudu kecil                   - Esen Vanilla   

 1/2 sudu kecil                   - Serbuk penaik

 40 gram                            - Tepung Jagung

 40 gram                            - Tepung Kastard

 40 gram                            - Tepung Ubi

 320 gram (2 and 3/4 cup) - Tepung Gandum

                             Cara - cara :-

                                           

1. Gaul sebati Buttercup, Crisco/shortening dan Gula Icing.

2. Masukkan Esen Vanilla dan Serbuk penaik.

3. Masukkan Tepung Jagung, Kastard, Ubi dan Tepung Gandum.

4. Canai doh dan pastikan adunan sampai separuh dari acuan sahaja.

5. Bakar pada suhu 160 darjah celcius dalam masa 25 minit. 

Hasil dari adunan tadi. Rapuh dan cair dalam mulut. Perlukan hiasan coklat dan sprinkles of choc rice/love/bulan-bintang.

Aiming to make it looks like exactly this. I will upload the pic later.
Credit to the pic's owner, it is not mine.

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heppy ^-^

to0 many things to update u'olzz about my life
one n most important, i'm happy tonight,
it's rare for me to sengeh2 happy this past two years,
but tonite, rasa lega, rasa hepy, rasa sumthng gud will happen tomorrow

aminn


ni mesti sebab baru pas habis baca novel jiwang giler nk mati, sbb tu heppy giler2 lg,.

anyway,

my cousins' wedding
preparation for my brother's wedding
my scariest experience ever
my best sport's day ever
my life in mrsm
my new friends
keta kena tinted
my homeroom's students
my 'interesting' life without internet for the longest time ever
how i met your mother is ended in two more weeks
my teacher-junior in live band

as i said, too many things tapi xde mood nk menulis
i feel alive~
that's all i wanna share for tonite

esk dh kena drive balik, hope dh sampai b4 malam,
bcoz mcam ank muridnye, cikgunye pon xsiap lg kje umh.hihihi
cuti balik umah ni, keje nye berjalan ajer selesaikan semua urusan sblm balik
in one day, pagi-taiping, petang-parit buntar, malam-bandar perda.. bayangkan!!

seronok sgt2 nk cuti hingga lupa sume jemputan kawan2 ke events dieorg, ahakkzz..
i love to be part of my friend's happiest day, but kadang2, xdpt nk penuhi semua..
semoga kalian semua baik2 belaka n bahgia selalu


 peace yo!!

happy new year gurlzzz

                                        SELAMAT TAHUN BARU u'olszz

                                             2014

* semoga Allah bukakan pintu rezki seluas-luasnye kepada aku n famili
* semoga aku dpt truskan dgn impian aku yg baru, I want to be a teacher, by hook or by crook, it will be my way now!!
* semoga apa yg aku lakukan sentiasa menggembirakan orang lain
* semoga apa yg aku lakukan adalah yg terbaik buat mak n abah
* semoga aku menjadi yg lebih baik n yg terbaik
* semoga Allah lindungi hati aku dr perasaan yg keji
* semoga 'aku' tidak lagi menjadi 'aku' yg dulu
* semoga misi ini sentiasa diberkati di sepanjang perjalannya


kita xsentiasa berada di atas, ada ketika, graviti menjalankan tugas, kita akan kebawah..
jika bukan itu yg tersurat buat ku, mungkin ia tersurat untuk anak2 buah ku, untuk anak2 ku, untuk anak2 mereka dan keturunan ku

dulu, aku cukup takot nk berangan-angan, takot kecewa pabila impian tidak tercapai
tp, aku lupa, dengan berangan itu, ia menaikkan semangat kita untuk mencpai nye

25 years old, *sigh~~~

semoga nombor ini memberi tuah kepada semua pemiliknya

amin,amin,amin.

byk sgt semoga nye~ aisshhh

it's disember!! againn~

pertama sekali, my baby is getting older by kilometre.
it's his 30000km, so happy, he is going to get all the treatment he can for this month

i'm planning to get him some touch-up
such as, get him some decorations?
ahakkzz..
bedazzled, bedazzled
 he will be shining IN n OUT, kehkehkeh

<<<<<< the first thing he got was this
dh lama baby x shower, so, bila bw dia pegi car wash, rasa cm sgt happy, sampai nk lompat2 bila dieorg shampoo badan dia, OMG, so dramatic!!

bukannye, aku xpenah basuh sendiri, at least, 2 minggu sekali basuh sendiri,
tp rasa bila g car wash ngan basuh sendiri tu lain dia lain macam..ahakkz,call me crazyyy~
I AM CRAZY in LOVE wif my BABY
and then, he will be getting servis dari hujung lampu depan hingga lampu belakang, hahahaha
dh hbs ayat dramatik that i can think of

ban belakang umah

2,3 minggu ni, i'm getting like, arghhh~ i want to go somewhere,
i'm dead in here~~~~~
pantai ke, laut ke, kolam ke, taman tema ke, even bukit larut tu pon jadila
tp xde geng (sighhhhh~)
so, bila my mom say no for the last time, i was like, heck, i'm getting out of here, wif or without anyone..
so last place that came in my mind,
here, belakang umah je..
ban or tali air belakang umah, view dia blh tahan laa
walaupun dkt, setahun sekali je naik n jalan2 kat sini
dlu, masa kecik2, kiteorng slalu lepak sini,
ushar mamat2 hencem memancing, wakakaka!!

tp skrg, bila sorg2, rasa segan nk naik..
it's really do the trick,
it's really peaceful up there, more than i can imagine
so, starting today, it will be my place to 'lepaking'

2 pelangi, nmpk x? cantik kan??

snap gmbr cm ala2 tourist gitewww~

***on the other side of it
sepatutnya skrg, i'm getting depressed, sad n angry
tp betul, mcm teori makanan
first bite is heavenly delicious, the 3rd n 4th n the next bite, it's getting so-so

so, apply it in my situation,
bila dh 2,3 kali patah hati, lama2 rasa cm srnk plakk
apatah lg kalo dr org yg sama.. :)))))

i'm smiling now, coz i've decided to take it slow,
in easy words, i've had enough, i'm quitting, i give up, i don't want it anymore

aku baru dpt tahu, org yg xkahwin = bujang = xde partner,
pon boleh adopt a kid
yeah, it's true..
ada sorg cikgu laki kt sklh adik aku, he is single, but ada anak angkat

the idea is not too bad, right?
mcm mak sedara aku kata, jodoh pertemuan di tangan Allah,
doa, doa, doa
kalau dh tertulis di sana, aku redha ( <<< ayat org pasrah)  
 

 mati klo mak aku tahu aku fikir cmni,
ayat org putus asa, mmng saja kasi berdarah
hihihi~

gurlz, gurlz, gurlz,
apa khbr korg sume?
hope, life korg lg better dr hidup aku
tp, ada org kata, hidup aku pon dh cukup bersyukur,
walaupun aku dgr sokseksoksek org mengata blkg aku
tp aku bersyukur berada di sisi mak abah, peneman di kala sunyi,
teman bergaduh, teman mengurut, teman jalan2, teman perabis duit,
teman semasa ada, dulu2 aku jauh, nanti2 mungkin juga akan jauh,
maka, hargai lahh selagi ada

wanna start a bisness~ yoroshiku

 hey gurlz..

one day, my mom back from school,

she said, "ikah, how about we start a shawl bisness?"

n i said, "why not? i love wearing shawl" 

n tadaaa~

my first attempt in bisness

hope everyone can give me support in this

our first batch,

macam cantik je, macam comell jerrr

laiii3x, murah je i jual

sehelai RM 15

utk permulaan, aku jela tunjuk jd model kejap..

pakai je macam biasa shawl ni, tp dia ada 2 warna, 

sebelah warna kosong n sebelah lg, corak2 yg matching ngan dia..

seswai sgt pakai dgn t-shirt, blouse n baju kurung.

colour : royal blue

our first customer, my cousin, really happy coz she like it~

besides, we will take request on the colour n the size of the shawl

sometimes, someone likes to wear it labuh, like me..

colour : royal blue, chocolate n maroon

colour : green, royal blue and choco

berminat?
juz msg n we will deal,
or u can juz drop comment in the comments section
or u can pm me through fb or my email wannoor_89@yahoo.com.my

How I met Your Mother

aku penah kata

"hahh? how i met your mother? apa kejed aku nk tgk org depress cite pasal jumpe mak mentua"

hihihikkk

tula org kata, xtgk, cmne nk suka n jatuh cinta, n true
i'm falling hard for this series

start from first episode until now, season 9, it never make me boring
gelak, gelak, gelak..

tp series ni agak 'berat' kalo nk bg org memuda tgk, ahakkzz..

i mean, i will never introduce this series to one of my brothers, it will be disaster to their moral

klo kengkawan, ok kott, sbb masing2 dh besar, dh pandai fikir baik n buruk

sama macam series 'the nanny', series yg aku xkan lupa sampai bila2..
tetiap hari tgk kt channel hallmark dlu, klo hari ahad dia ada sampai 5 episod, fuhhh~

memang xkering gusi, tp sama cm HIMYM,
abg aku akan kata "haa, tgk la citer yahudi, depa tu nk bg rosak angpa ja"

"tgk, laa ni ang kata org yahudi baik n kelakar sbb tgk cite depa"

padahal, dia pon tgk~

but, betul apa abg aku kata, kita org Islam selalu ditanam kan sifat xsuka yahudi dan perangai dieorg, tp bila kita tgk cite yg depa buat, persepsi kita akan berubah,
cam the nanny, dia selitkan 'mizvah' n so on..
selitkan simpati pada dieorg pasal perang ngan hitler dlu, buat kita simpati pada dieorg..

n HIMYM plak, dia selitkan, it's bad to think bad about gay n lesbi
it's common in their culture, the choice is theirs
kita kena terima dieorg
kahwin laki-laki xsalah, dieorg jatuh cinta n khwn, siap ada anak lg.
hahakkk~

yeah, it twisted my mind for a bit, but, what do u think if a 13 years old boy watching the series?
oohhh, i can't imagine~

i hope my bro will not know this series, skang sume dh pandai cari kt tenet, huhuhu

their life style, it's scary sometime, play around, sleep around,
urghh, alhamdulillah saya dilahirkan Islam di negara Islam

tapi HIMYM sgt seronok sebenarnye, jgn la ikut yg xbaik, ikut je yg baik

bg aku, ted's journey, make me think about me
his journey to find 'the one'
yg sangat pnjg sampai 9 seasons, tu pon xjumpe2 lg

buat aku fikir, "ehh, kita sama la ted"
your friends is getting married, mine too..
hahaha~

kesimpulannye, jgn ikut dieorg, tgk je sudah, gelak2, nangis2, stop, tutup laptop, lupakan
jgn jd kan pedoman.. hahahaha

FYI, the main actor is jewish > Ted Mosby,
Barney > a gay << dh khwn, n mungkin sbb tu byk diselitkan pasal gay, uffffhhh~

yeahh, i'm a geek

 


# the kids sometimes make me feel like urgghhhh~
# the teachers sometimes make me feel hurrmmmm~ *sighhhhh*
# the friends? i don't know, i'm empty without them..

anak-anak for another 3 weeks~ be nice to ur "kakak" please..

again n again

again and again and again, aku tulis sume nye dark2 belaka
FACT, my happy moments is not worth to share here,
my most dark thoughts n feeling certainly wasn't needed here
 but here is the only place i can poured my heart out

so please, gurlz..
back out if you're not ready to be depressed
hahaha

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that's the line
if u're still reading, i'm hoping that u're prepared to be in dark

actually, I'm crying, again, for the same reason

why can't men be considered to our feeling?
to be spesific, MY feeling

huhh, when i'm decided, that's it!! i'm not going to fall for the same trick again,
there, come the new trouble


i can't say NO

baru perasan skrg yg aku kebanyakannye xpenah tolak apa2 yg dtg pada aku
sejak dr kecik lg aku dh biasa dgn, go with the flow~
ikut je kemana jalan yg diberikan pada aku
walaupun x nampak apa2 di hujung jalan, mungkin hikmah nye tersembunyi di sepanjang perjalanan

itu yg aku selalu pegang
mungkin lama2 aku xsedar, aku dh jadi lalang, ditiup ke kiri, ditiup ke kanan
mungkin aku perlu lebih kuat utk mengatakan TIDAK!

Bila satu jalan ditutup untuk kita, dibukakan satu jalan yang lebih baik untuk kita

; )

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ok, that's it
that's all the dark thought in my mind

gurlz, the weekend after raya, i've got invited to attend Bulan Sabit Merah punye seminar
n guess what, my mom said maybe it's good for me to learn to do CPR
kahkahkah..

so, next time we're going swimming, don't worry about it
juz prepare to mouth-to-mouth wif me jerrr

all my life, aku selalu cakap CPR = Ciuman Penuh Rakus
yarhh, excited to do it!!

HAHAHAHA~

no-lahh.. not sure about it yet, sorang2, konpem la aku xkan pegi kann
tapi, ngah usaha nk try ajak akak2 lain join, kalo ada sorg je kawan mmng aku g kott
ada sijil tuhh.. dah tua2 cmni baru rasa syiok nak ada sijil

sklh yg aku ganti skrg, sume cikgu pangkat suami-isteri org, hanya aku je single
bila sampai masa balik, 5 minit je dh clear sklh..
boO00riIiiinkkkk~~

mana2 nk g pon xleh, sbb xde geng, xsyok juga jadi sorg je single dlm kalangan org2 dh khwn..
 

 tapi satu je syiok, sbb aku leh dtg lmbt cm dieorg, yelarr,
dieorg dtg lewat org cm xkisah sgt sbb yelar,
 sibuk nk antr ank ngasuh la, urus anak g tadika la n so on~
so, aku pon menyibuk di kalangan dieorg utk dtg lmbt..
wakakaka..
1st time rasa g sklh kul 7.10, sampai sklh cukup2 je b4 loceng bunyik 7.30
ishh3x, pe nk jadi

start bulan november, kena cari keje lain balikk~

rupanye aku leh je handle budak kecik, budak kecik je xleh handle aku bila dtg perangai gila2 aku
aku ingt lg, spupu aku penah cakap, "kak ikah x suka budak2 kan???"
reason dia ckp cmtu sbb aku paling xsuka layan dia masa dlu2

rasa tergugat kottt~, bila dia dtg umah, suka nk manja2 ngan mak i
i kan bongsu pmpn, mana leh manja2 lebih2 dr i

hahaha..
evil gile aku dlu~

tau aku jawab pe masa dia tanya camtu
aku jawab, "HA'AH, mmng xsuka, nape?"

n bbrp thn sblm ni, mgkn tetibe teringt kot sbb tgk aku layan ank2 sedara aku,
dia tanya lagi.. "kak ikah dh suka budak2 ke skrg?"

evil gile aku rasa time tu, xtau nk taruk muka tang mana

angguk jela mampu..
maaf ye dik~

kak ikah dulu, xmatang lg, tp skrg pon sama je xmatang
bila ada budak pmpn lain nk manja2 ngan mak i, aku mula rasa jeles balikk
bahaya tull klo dh khwn nanti, jgn la tetiba jeles xtentu pasal, mau kena pelangkung..

dia skrg pon dh form 3, ngah PMR ponn..
n dia pon sbnrnye nampak lg matang dr aku, beza umo punya banyak.. hahaha
harap2 dia xbaca la aku tulis ni, sbb dia pon aktif juga ber-blog, hehehe

dari sikit je nak cite, melalut ntah kemana-mana dah

moral of this week,
hargailah cikgu angpa masa darjah satu dulu
ingat senang ka nak ajaq budak bagi kenai huruf, faham huruf, faham ejaan, faham perkataan,
faham cara membatangkan perkataan?
fuhhh, sy insaf bebehh

rasa nk menangeh tahan geram bila budak xblh-blh nk membaca sedangkan kita dah ajaq banyak kali

cikgu kita dulu sangat penyabar orangnye kann~
cikgu aku masa darjah satu dulu, one n only is my mother

she's the one cakap 'padan muka' kat aku masa ngadu kt dia pasal bebudak tuhh xpandai baca
mesti macam2 doa cikgu kita hembus kat kita supaya terang ati n cepat dapat tangkap

bersyukur saya pandai membaca hingga boleh menulis entry yg panjang berjela macam ni
terima kasih cikgu2 ku

hanya Allah boleh membalas jasa kalian.


end.

I have to survive this year

juz another 2 months to go
chayok2 wan, u can do it

next year, i'm 25 years old n still in searching phase
most of my friend already achieved something but i still searching

i don't know what i want to find, but i'm pretty sure i'll know it when i found it
either my career or my love life,

Oh Allah, please make it easy for me
Give me Your guidance towards success

for my parents n me

I really want to make it reall

hepy

rasa mcm sgt2 dsayangi arini..
pas keje yg xsampai setengah ari tu, << seyes, kul 12 aku blah.
nanti aku citer bab tu.. dia kena masa yg pnjg baru leh habis cite..

rite now, i'm here, in marrybrown
borrowing internet for an hour to search for work
 n u know what the happiest thing?

my mum is there wif me,
scrolling the requirement n responsibilities for the job

jobsearch

 
setelah tanam anggur yg xmembuahkan hasil selama beberapa bulan, akhrnye aku mmng dh xsbar nk mula kje balik..
ngan ati separuh semangat + kawan yg sgt semangat,kami pergi ke ipoh (ipoh je ponn~) utk mencari sesuap nasik.. ecehh~

berpeluh pusing satu greentown cari kje yg xdela perlukan skill sgt utk kje, barula rasa cari kje zaman lama..
zaman skrg dpn lptp, ktik2 ngan jari je dh apply job..
mmng sgt2 lain rasa dia.. kaki sakit, ati pon sakit. penat2 pusing sana-sini, 1 je job yg reply suh g tebiu
ampehh.. kesimpulan : cara lama = cara baru. dua2 xde hasil. huhh!!

so, arini jejak kaki kembali ke ipoh(bg aku, ipoh tu besar laa.. 1st tyme g sndr ipoh,slalu abh yg bawakan.. huhuhu)

pas intebiu yg xberapa nk berjaya coz bos nye out station ke k.l < mmng la tersangat hampehhh.. penatt auu jalan jauh2, 2 jam tu dr bagan serai.
kawan kepada kawan aku, bw kami ke sini.. jajanggggg~

nama dia terpampang besar kat dinding tu, opkos la tempat utk graduan2 n jobseekers cam aku
upenyer lama dh menda alah ni ada kt ipoh nunn.. aku je xpenah tau. huhuhu
maklumla, duk kat ceruk..
after register, bg resume n so on.. akk tu tnya xnk join ke tebiu terbuka? ehh, silap 'cik'..
org skrg xleh pggl kakak2 ni, berasap je kepala dgr kann..
mmng terbaik layanan dieorg, xlokek menjawab soklan2 aku yg ala2 budak kmpg masuk bandar tuhh
mmng 1st review = 5star

langkah kanan ler kami arini..
ushar2 le mana ada job vacancy yg company dia dtg tebiu

sumenye 1 je vacancy, yg dtg adala dlm 15-20 org..
mmng berjanggut la tunggu..

2nd review = 4 star sbb job vacancy xkena ngan org yg dtg (mybe kami terjah tembok xkena kott, kena tang ari xbyk vacancy)

tgu dr kul 3 utk 1 je job tebiu, berjanggut tunggu, kul 4.45 baru pggl masuk tebiu.
 3rd review = 3.5 star

sbb dh inteviewer dia pon cm dh kalut2 nk hbskan candidate, maklumla dh nk balik,kul 5 kann..
sikit jela dia tanya, angguk2 je dia bila aku goreng pasal human resource, yg tebiu tu gurl (otai2 cm blh wat geng je,sengeh2..)

dh habis tanya, here comes the killer question

"u blh handle ke pekerja asing, bw dieorg medical checkup n so on.."

desperately "bolehhhh!!"

"blh ke bw dia sorg laki, u sorg pmpn bw naik keta ke sepital?"

gulppp~

hesitantly, "bolehhhhhhhh~"

hahaha.. bantai la labu, masa tebiu sume nye blh kann.. jdla nk wt tmbh work experience

last b4 kuar, miss tu ckp,
"actually, sy xde kuasa nk lantik pekerja baru, bos xde, outstation ke singapore, next two week baru dia balik, sy ni tlg saring kan je utk dia.. kalo lepas, u kena tebiu skali lagi ngn big boss."

@ @
   ^

ohooo, again kena tangguh..
org desperate ni tau x..

susahnye nk masuk keje!! -facepalm-

nk company sendiri r pasni, sendiri lantik diri sendiri jadik boss
huhhhh

org lain senang je dengar dpt kje, masuk kje, dpt gaji < ni paling jeles


alahaii, naseb badan..

'Ya Allah, murahkan lah rezki hamba mu ini.. seseungguhnya aku ingin berbakti kepada kedua ibubapa ku, gembirakan mereka, hantarkan mereka ke Mekah, permudahkanlah Ya Allah'

feeling it again

my depression is back
just after raya, i'm depressed again
during raya, i'm annoyed by all the questions
but after raya, i'm depressed
tonight, feeling like hell in my own house
i want to go out, out to the sea, to the park, anywhere but here
my own family make me feel like i'm not good enough for them
it's hell



self confident-zero
happy-zero
tears-100
angry-50
annoyed-50

now, everyone is better than me
i have nothing

i'm all alone
it's lonely~

DETERMINATE

"dosa menjauhkan kebahagiaan"

terbaca kt fb sorang kawan. maybe ada benarnye kata2 tu..
buat aku menilai diri sendiri, maybe aku tersalah meletakkan keutamaan pada hal2 dunia hingga leka tentang akhirat.

mungkin blum masanye aku mengecap kebahagiaan tu
pinta ku, agar aku sempat merasa itu sblm ku berjumpa penciptaku

heart broken- again n again
whether my career n my love life,

i'm suck at it

masa bljr di Ukm adalah masa yg terbaik bg aku
skit pon xde perasaan nk lengkapkan idup, single is rock

i want it back, all those feeling
it's great to be young, you're on top of the world
muahaha~

all those romance in books, in films,it's too good to be true
haihhh (face-palm)
i need to change, all this negativity is not 'macho' for me

 

DETERMINATE!!

 

mother-daughter bonding

today is the day~ (heheh)

today, hepy gegiler kuar ngan mak

slalu cm moody je, arini mmng super hepy je mak

mak blanja facial, kihkihkih..

slalu klo aku nk wat, mak akan cm fikir2 je nk blanja sbb aku ska pilih yg mahal

tp arini cm ngan hepy je blanja even mak aku nye murah dr aku

first tyme kiteorg g facial sesama masa aku kt matrik, lebey kurang 18 tahun tyme tu

masa balik cuti, tetiba mak ajak teman dia, memula cm ajak kawan je kadang2, 

tp sejak aku balik duk kt kmpg ni, dh cm aktvt bulanan kiteorg je..

aritu, aku belanja, arini mak belanja.. (hihihi~ ala2 gedik giteww)

aktvt peberet kiteorg sbb 

1. kiteorg leh tdo masa dia raba2 muka

2. sbb muka aku perlukan perhatian sebulan sekali, aku manusia pemalas yg nk jaga muka sendiri pun malas

3. suka sbb akk tu watkan lembut sgt2, urut2 skit, n dieorg nye produk wangi2 belaka.. i likeee~

actually, mak baik ati belanja sbb sian kt aku kot..

abis sebulan gaji utk roadtax n servis keta. facepalm~ gaji last lak tuhh

uwarghhh, i love my PKR, ko nye duit belanja kalah anak sepuluh!!!

tp sian dia, sbb aku xpenah lg nk hias lawa2 keta aku, calar balar mmng byk la sampai xterbilang dh

even cuci dia pn adala sebulan sekali

hahahahaha

so, cam fair la kannn

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"My Life Would Suck Without You"


Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

[Chorus:]
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

[Verse 2:]
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for trying to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way I found out
I'm nothing without you

[Chorus:]
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

[Bridge:]
Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can't let you go
Oh, yeah

[Chorus:]
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

ok, i know, wannor SUCKS

eheKK~
can u believe it???!!

baru tau kelly clarkson penah nyanyi lagu ni, terdengar masa tgk 'MEN WITH KIDS'
ok,  first dgr, apasal lagu nih cm sedap je,
cari2 lyric, aikk? awat lirik cm kena batang idung nihh
cari2 video, seyes, mmng kena batang idung,

setiap perkataan tu memberi makna idup aku skrg,
seriously!!

I hate myself
wahakk~

wahhaakkk~

xmatang :p

apa perasaan korg kalo org slalu ckp korg xmatang??

" grow upppp, girl?"

ohh, aku rasa nk sumbat enpon dlm mulut org tersebut.
rasa habis matang la umur 32 tahun tuhh? ptuihh, sendiri rasa, matang laa

tensyen aku, rasa nk kapak2 je mulut org tersebut cm 'wrong turn 4' tuhh
baru padan muka

uwargghhh, bpe byk post tensyen2 nih? mmng hidup tunggang langgang 2,3 bulan nihh


dlm dunia ada mcm2 org, klo kita ditakdirkan jumpe yg baik, sgtla beruntung
tp klo jumpe yg xbaik, tunggang langgang la idup



kurangkan sifat ke'aku'an,
lebihkan sifat ke'kita'an,
kerjasama, berbincang,
insyallah bahagia keluarga.


p/s: erin, aku dh hbskan sume episod charmed n cold case.
maklumla, pengangguran berleluasa skrg.. hahaha..

Hamba lindungi anda - P.ramlee (6jahanam)

Hamba lindungi anda - P.ramlee (6jahanam)


sejak dua menjak ni, ari2 rasa nk dgr suara lunak p.ramlee.
favorite song, hamba lindungi anda

xtau pasaipa bila dgr beliau nyanyi rasa sgt romantis n lagu tu penuh dgn janji

itula sumpah kekanda,

 hamba lindungi anda, 

dengan seribu daya,

 walau terkorban nyawa, 

rela, hamba rela.

hamba akan setia hingga akhir riwayat,

~~~~~~~

weird, indeed~

patut ke melompat ke lagu sepanjang zaman tu, buat ringtone?
kehkehkeh

mak abah pon xwat jd ringtones npon dieorg, mmng oldies laa skang
jgn tekejut tetiba dengar suara p.ramlee out of no where nanti,
tu ringtone aku.. hahaha..

 

first day w/out job drained me out,

bangun > lptp > masak > mkn > lptp > tdo > lptp > g tgk org meninggal > lptp > tdo.

surf internet pon dh memboringkan skrg

why????  why me??

ehekk, wat adegan filem lak kt sini, shuhh, p cri keje

hait, haitt~


projek pe nk wat eh??
dlu, cadangan - lwtn ke perpustakaan desa berdekatan, byk nihh, bagan serai-taiping-parit buntar.
tp xde supporters, bluekk.. xkn nk g sengsorg lakk

maknanye, ari2 rindu korg la, kan 7gegurlz? ahakzz

p/s:

hurmmm~

HARI GURU 2013

lepas bukak.. syok bukak hadiah ni. debar2 jerr..

Ana's wedding day. congrats ana..

 laii3x, pick which one u want~

sume still single, tgk SIGN yerr.. mcm2 ada..
hihihi..

a week in KL with u gurlz, make me feel young
ahakkss!!

SINGLE IS ROCK~


*balik2 lepas rindu kt PKR6535, trus kena saman, kantoi lesen mati..
P/S: sesapa yg lesen dh mati tu sila cpt2 wat, klo x, wajib renew 2 thn.. nasebbb badannn~

rindu sama ini budak

dan ini budak. dieorg sudah kidnap sama sy punya kura2 pink @,@

the worse entry ever, please don't read it my dear friends..

after a year x update blog, today update blog with curse..

arrgggghhhhhh!!!! MEN SUCKS.

I'M FUCKING HATE THEM!!!!!

there, the curse word, publicly..

blog is my only place to be honest in my writing.
 fb got too many students n friends

blog is more private.. ahekk, kentut ko la wan, lg la public, but i don't care.

men, they are sucks, n i'm FUCKING HATE them rite now.

i should just live in fantasy world, where there is no pain, no heart ache, n absolutely no HIM!!

what an arrogant n heartless man

i should know better than to fall in love with him

again n again, i find the wrong man to love
it's a habit i think, to fall to someone who doesn't love me

so pathetic


i'm stupid

clueless

thrusting

hoping

desperate

moron

n BANGANG-


there2, stop thrusting them, stop loving them n love me instead- kamenashi

haitttt2, come back myself, u doesn't need man to live.. u have family, u have job eventhough not for longg..
u have everythng, just go back to urself, u'll be fine. back to ur small world, just u n ur laptop, u're not ready to go outside, come back.. - myself


i'm good in my job rite now

i still have job

i got friends n colleague

i got my cute-mute students

i got my mom

i got my laptop

n that's it, i have enough..  


                -u have enough, stop searching n let's fate do their job-

Mei- bulan penuh hari b'makna..

10.5.2012

..selamat hari tua pada diri sendiri..

rmai sgt kwn2 yg wish, yg ingt, rasa nk t'esak-esak je baca setiap ucapan..

tp disebabkan sgt bz, x sempat nk thnx kt sumer..

-pada yg mengingati, terima kaseh bebanyak, diharap tahun mendatang akan menjadi lebih baik dari tahun sebelumnye..

-semoga hubungan silaturrahim tidak terputus sehingga ke akhir hayat

-pada 7gegurlz, t'mimpi-mimpi aku tyme kita sambut sesama dulu.. oohhh.. really misz u ollz..

12.5.2012

..selamat menyambut kelahiran bayi kedua pada kakak saya..

Ainul Syifa Umairah

sementara menunggu ketibaan putri kedua ni, sempat la kami b'mlm dlm keta-surau hospital-keta-umah.

sgt penat.. pertama kali terasa yg mlm t'sgt la pnjg..

dlm masa 1 mlm, dh 12 kali tdo.

sat tido, sat jaga, sat tido balik, sat jaga balik..

memang rasa pening2 lalat setiap kali t'bgn..

x dpt snap tyme dia bukak mata, sbb selama duk kt hospital, dia lgsg x bukak mata masa aku ada..

huh!! dia suka tdo.. kejutkan, cuit2 pipi pon x moh juga bgn.. 

hah, sekali kena kuning.. tinggi lak tu, kuar-masuk balik hospital le..

16.5.2012

selamat hari lahir, mak.

selamat hari guru, mak.

ke 55 tahun..

mak segan nk potong-ajak cucu join. hehe..

 tarikh hari lahir mak sama ngan hari guru n kebetulan mak pon cikgu, so selalu nye sambut 2 in 1 la.. 

tetiap tahun selalunye mak akan potong kek kt sekolah, tp tahun ni, x potong, so, potong kt umah jela, ngan anak2 n cucu2.. lg sweet kan.. lg sweet sebab kek tu gua yg belanje.. hehe~

kad jemputan yg ada nama aku (selalunye pe2 event akan tulis nama kakak yg aku ganti tu, so aku cm bagi pihak je, ni 1st tyme dpt jemputan atas nam sendirikk..)

alhamdulillah, tahun ni dapat merasa sambut hari guru kt dlm sekolah..

rasa cam mimpi, n skit2 rasa x layak utk sambut hari guru sama2 ngan ckgu2 lain.. yelar.. kite chekgu ganti jewww.. euuuww.. hehe

dulu masa duk bawah pentas, b'depan ngan barisan cikgu2 kt ats pentas masa nyanyi..

"teringin nye nk nyanyi lagu 'kami guru malaysia' kt atas pentas sama2"

yattaa, impian tercapai.

dpt nyanyi 'kami guru malaysia' depan budak2.

so proud la tyme tuhh..

meremang bulu roma, rasa cm lagu b'hantu lak nk remang2 ni..

tp seyes tyme tu meremang, sejuk je.. rasa cm "perghh, lagu ni ada soul ni"

hehe.. 

seronok juga sambut hari guru ni, bebudak wish, cium tangan, bagi adiah, diraikan..

best sesangat.. 

hadiah2 oleh para pelajar, luv u la gurlz..

alangkah gembiranya kalo dpt trus jadi cikgu n dpt sambut hari guru tetiap tahun..

-impian-cikgu atiqah-

berangan, berangan!!

** setiap kali update blog mesti nk berangan.. sorry gurlz, korg layan jela ea~

*** dah 2 minggu jaga bebudak exam, ngantuk nk mati. sekali jaga sampai 2jam. mau x mati kutu aku??

nk wt pape, rasa cm kena perhati, duk ngadap dieorg kan.. nk main anset, malu. nk wat keje, mana de keje, ajar+rite buku bebudak la keje aku selama ni.. huhu.. nk baca nvl, rasa cm rude lak.. so, layan kan jela, pandang muka sengsorg, tgk la pape yg patot, tgk mata ke, hidung ke.. dh cm stalker je... muahahaha..

* last day jumaat ni, kakak2 tuh nk wt potluck. tugas aku-goreng ikan. perghh la kan..

konpem jerit2 pepagi buta la duk b'gaduh ngan minyak panas. hahaha.. menu-nasi kerabu.. gullpp.. sebut je dh terliur.. wakakaka..

erkk.. ikann...

side income..

sejak duk umah ni, aku pon dh t'ikut-ikut mak aku duk wt side income..

setakat ni, aku dh jadi agen insurans, padahal x penah g cari org ponn..

ats nama je.. hehe..

join ecmc-holdings (blh la search kt go0gle sesapa b'minat..)

n last, gsr2u..

kpd sesapa yg b'minat nk tau, ecmc-holdings ni cm jual beli emas jugakla..

tp korg x kan nmpk seketul emas depan mata korg, korg juz dpt dividen tetiap bulan..

tp x dela byk smpai ribu2 kalo korg masuk 1 lot..

1 lot, leh la dpt lam rm150 - rm160 sebulan.. b'gantung pada harga emas semasa.

dan kalo korg rajen nk bukak2 web dia, jual-beli emas online, leh dpt another $$$$..

setakat ni dh masuk dlm 5-6 bulan kiteorg jd ahli, duit still dpt bulan2, cuma takott syrkt tu tutup jela..

yg lain x dela takot sgt..

n jgn risau kalo kena tipu ke apa, sbb korg urus sendirik korg nye p'gerakan..

korg leh claim sendiri duit dividen tu dr syrkt sndr kalo korg x pecaya org atas korg..

gsr2u lak, syrkt jual-beli emas kt malaysia nii..

aku dh jd dealer dieorgg..

 yg ni, korg dpt sebijik emas yg korg beli..

 tp korg kena beli pada dealer la..

urusniaga ponn dlm RM, mmng senang la, xyah nk kena fikir currency lg..

gsr2u ni cm ala2 korg beli emas secara online la, transfer duit, juz tgu kt umah, dieorg akan pos emas korg kt umah, n do not worry la, aku dh try beli, 26/4 aku bg bukti p'belian, 27/4 dieorg pos, 30/4 dh sampai..

first time aku beli sikit2 je dlu, try beli cincin 1g, RM191.60 je.. harga time tula.. skang rendah lg..

aku, selagi x try, selagi aku x percaya, selagi tu aku x cite kt org, now, aku cm dh pecaya sket la, sebab barang aku smpai ngan selamatnya.. cincin belah rotan mak aku kata cincin ni.. <<< aku xpenah pakai emas sebelum ni, kenal pon x sgt, dlu mana mampu, skang blh la.. hehe..  

gsr2u ni, ada mcm2 bentuk emas korg leh beli, ada jewellery, cm cincin, n gelang..

b'gantung bape gram korg nk..

selain tu, org lg b'minat nk beli jonkong emas, b'kilo2, ada~

nk silver pon ada.. 

untungnye jual-beli emas ni, korg beli emas ngan harga murah skang, then 3-4 years akan dtg, harga emas naik melambong, korg leh juall.. no problemm..

n korg pon tau prestasi emas cmne, dia akan sentiasa naik harga dia, x mcm keta, harga makin turunn..

kalo korg x nk pakai, simpan.

** out of topic sket, mak aku baru2 ni pegi dgr 1 ceramah, org tu cite ada sorg pakcik ni, dia miskin, anak ramai, bila ank2 dia dh besar, mestila nk pg U bagai kan, pakai byk duit.. jadi, risaula anak si pakcik ni.. tp suatu hari, pakcik ni bg kain kuning, ada benda la dlm dia, 

ayah dia kata 'ko amikla, jualla, gunalah utk pengajian kau'. anak dia pon amik, tgk2 kt dlm kain tu ada seketul emas, dia pg jual, cukup utk menampong pengajian dia, x yah buat pinjaman.. setiap kali anak dia pg U dia akan bg kain kuning tu.. masa pakcik tu beli, harga emas mungkinla sgt murah, 20-30 thn akan datangg, harganye melambong-lambong naik.. 

moral of the story - melaburla dlm emas, nescaya anda tidak akan rugi~ hehe..

 

- memula aku fikir cm, ala~ manada betul sume2 menda nih.. tp bla tgk mak aku untung dh byk, mula la nk join sekaki.. hehe..

kwn2 mak aku, ckgu2 belaka, sume wt menda2 cmnih, siap beli keta baru bagai, byr duit keta guna side income cmnila, duit gaji dh x b'usik..

mmng untung sgt jd org yg ada duit bebyk nih.. leh melabor.. hehe..

sesapa b'minat, try la tgk ea.. gsr2u

and this one is ecmc-holdings

dhla, xpenah-penah aku cite pnjg lebor cmni kalo bukan cite pasal emosi.. hehe..

 *esok cuti, yattaaa~